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When the world has seen the light.. they will dance with joy like we're dancing now :)

Yes, its true. Summative is indeed OVER.
it was weird not meeting Shalini and Natashini to study after so long rotting in the pbl room. PBL 18 - u will be missed for the next 1 month.... NOT! ah the gift of sarcasm. :D

One thing that took a while for me to realize this past few weeks is the fact that God is indeed sovereign. After everything that has happened. After so much questions. The tears. Doubts. Anger. The transition from 'Why God' to 'Yes God' has not been an easy one. But the amazing thing about my God is that he heals. He brings peace. He brings joy. Truly his grace kan.. ITS LIKE NO OTHER. His peace? Undescribable. Lord, thank you for bearing with me even during my season of disbelief and doubt. For those who knew Margie.. Guys. we know she's in a better place! Lord let us grief knowing your will has been done.. even with the grief let your presence come. I still have yet to understand why things happen the way they have. But whatever you have planned God, its going to be amazing.

Rocky if you're reading this. jgn ko stress! You are in my prayers.. and yes, u will get well very soon :)

More things have happened that has been breaking.. Things that make you go, 'Crap. There is more to life! I should be living life to the fullest' Its a wake up call people! I look at some people and i just dont get how they can worry about the tiny things. the unimportant. when theres so much more to life. Life is short. as cliched as it sounds, its true.. oh-so-true! we are made for a purpose. I hope no one ever goes throught the pain and grief but it makes us stronger. stronger people are passionate people. people who realize that yes, its all about him. its always been about him. never about us. never. First exam is over.. but more to come. BRING IT ON muahahahhaa. Its perfect timing la that a break's finally here!

its great being home though its only for a week now and a week after i come back from the states. will be heading to kk probably tomorrow.. or maybe the day after? Lance and Mamai is here.. with Aunty Nelly at the moment. Lord, indeed by your stripes.. healing will take place. healing Lord.. complete healing.

After everything's been said and done, after everything that has happened.. as devastating as things were, as much pain has been felt, God is still here. True I cant see him. True at times I feel lost. But he is there. his presence, his love, his mercy. no words to use la. Thank you Lord.

An amazing thing that God really revealed to me for this past few weeks is the fact that I am blessed with awesome friends in uni :) Guys, for cheering me on, for making my day.. the smiles, the laughter. They will not be forgotten :) LiLing's no more fooling around cd+craziness+huggss, Mummy Anushya's wonderful snack supply+more hhugsss*GRIN*, Jinlin's randomness and his comforting sms, MeiXin's huggss!!, Korwoi's bubbly randomness, Sabby's awesome friendship (your prayers,your words,your life exudes a heart that mirrors God's love..i.am.honoured. :P).. to the countless others who've been fantastic blessings in my life in this short time in IMU so far.. Timothy the cynic (and NARCISSTIC-ist?? :P), ZIA the hug supplier! (we shall movie again soon!! sem 2.. sem2..:P), Natashini, my soulmate(AHEM AHEM), Shamara the incredible housemate who knows too much about me now.. (crap!), Jeremy, the random person i occasionally meet who knows what to say and what not to say at the right times lol. Jeremy Joseph, the person with good taste in music haha, Jien and Nic the most annoying and lovable couple i knoww :P **just for the record, this is NOT meant to be an emo post muahahahah** and to the many more I have yet to name! i am blessed :)


'The simplest things are often the truest.'
Richard Bach