Monday, May 31, 2010

Hold me in your arms, never let me go.

I give up. I'm falling back into your arms and holding on desperately. And I'm not ashamed to admit it.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

I know that it is finished :)

It is known among my fellow friends that I may have a sleeping problem. (it's not really much of a problem now with exams nearby. haha) And a few have pointed out the negative effects of resorting to medication. In fact, dear tongsampah pointed out that this lack of sleep could be self inflicted.

I would like to point out that I am in no way depressed, suicidal and stressed to the extent of it affecting my sleep. Perhaps, yes, I was devastated for that few weeks, but for now, I just am, nocturnal I suppose. There's this sense of peace nightfall brings me though lately I've just been getting sleepy earlier and earlier.

I have no idea what this post is about. Just wanted to put something new up to celebrate the new layout. whee :)

eos ETA 7 days? 8 days? ah heck. its coming soon. And, learning something new about him everyday. Like how dear papa wakes you up refreshed and alert to study. That though you're tired and easily distracted, he leads you beside the still water and renews your strength. Faith he brings to the lost. Hope, he brings to the hopeless.

I am, blessed. and forever grateful.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Phil 4:6-7

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Thank you

Ever felt so caught up in things around you that you forget the bigger picture? You see, He's got the whole world in His hands. And yes, panic might have kicked in for a second. The worries there for for awhile now. But how can I ever forget my God who is so big, so strong and so mighty there's nothing my God cannot do ;)



Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord just for loving me
Many times as I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I'm having trouble sleeping



Why's it always you and never me
I've never dared to let my feelings free

BLEGH.

the Brown Woman is right, blogging, is therapeutic.

Even if its nonsensical rubbish, its my rubbish. MY rubbish. so there.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

i'm blue dabadeedooo

Even after 2 EOSs, I wonder why I STILL PUT MYSELF through it. its a horrible, nasty feeling.

But we will get through.

We will be cute little future healthcare professionals :)

because we're already HALF WAY THERE dammit. at least, we're almost half way there.

itsonlyanothersteppingstonenatasha,itsonlyanothersteppingstone.

I don't deserve this.

Thought to ponder - Christianity. a response to His Grace, not a reaction to His Wrath.