3 more days...

3 hari lagi...

awayfromeverything.

He is Lord, He is Lord

Sings my soul, He is Lord.

And he lives, yes he lives.

Here in my life

There are times I wonder what I'm doing and why I'm here. Why the sleepless nights and the anxiety thinking if I'll make it this time. I wonder if I will ever make a good doctor. To deal with real lives in your hands. I wonder why it has to be so hard. Sometimes it feels like I should be doing something easier. Something I know I'll be good at.

Then I start wondering about you. I wonder how you love me. Despite the insecurities and the imperfections. Despite how low things get. You love me. Even after everything. Something I cannot understand.

He loves ME. He wants to bless me. Why is it easy to run back in his arms and fall in love with him all over again? I don't deserve any of this. There's no more shame, nor guilt nor tears or pain. He's never given up on me. I don't plan to give up just yet.

I have never walked on water

Felt the waves beneath my feet but

At your Word Lord, I’ll receive Your

Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me:

In that very same place

All my failing surely would've drowned me

But You made a way

You are my freedom

Jesus you’re the reason

I’m kneeling again at Your throne

Where would I be without You

Here in my life, here in my life?

You have said that all the heavens

Sing for joy at one who finds

The way to freedom, truth of Jesus

Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me:

Through the eyes of Your grace

And though the cost was Your beloved for me

Still you made a way

Its the last chance to feel again

with eos coming so so fast, the biggest question of this semester remains...

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WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE FOR DIVING in kk? *sigh*

I don't know which one to choose. 

Or perhaps climbing mount K should be enough? i don't like kk anyway. haha

electives! our much awaited holidaycumhospitalattachment. Heard QEH is being demolished. Gah!

a thought : with cling, jl and the three dahlings, tis going to be an interesting 2 weeks indeed. :)

oh! (magic lecture notes appear out of thin air!) hello there tuberculosis. Its nice to meet you again. Would you like to stay for a cup of tea?

byebye :)

Going Nowhere

mwhahaahha. One of the funniest pick up lines I've heard so far.

Guy : Can I massage your feet? 
Girl : Why would I let you? 

Guy : Because they hurt. 
Girl : They do? 
Guy : You were running in my dreams all night.... Please have coffee with me. 

haha, Paris Je t'aime... myheartcanmelt :)

okay okay, back to the land of cvs and respi. 

kan bagus klu aku boleh lari pi france...

In weakness or trial or pain

This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

:)

She's exhausted she's tired she's scared.

And yet, the sun still shines in the morning! There is still air in her lungs. There is still reason to live. She wonders. 

herGodisaGodwhoprovides. 

Breathe in, breathe out. 3 weeks. only.3.weeks.more.

"Me and all my friends, we're all misunderstood

With Ash having epiphanies of chocolate, I couldn't help but to join in. 

Addison in Private Practice said it perfectly - 'I'm avoiding being kissed. I'm gonna donate my lips to chocolate'

oh to turn down temptation >:(

After a rather weird conversation of  random updates, mindless chatter, it had to end with the usual whys and whatswrongwithyous.

I wonder why we've come to the stage where arguing is becoming routine. 

"Behind every argument is someone's ignorance."

- Louis D. Brandeis

The question is whose ignorance it is. Yours or mine?

"Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute."

- Josh Billings 

I'm keeping these lips sealed for now.

Somebody call 911

theres a cat meowing outside my apartment for the past one hour. I'm this close to throwing a rock at it :/

are cats edible? I wonder...

concentrate, natasha. concentrate!

hmm, why are there no stars in kl :( the sky's not even black. its greyish with a slight red-ish tint. stoopid pollution.

the CAT! still meowing.

focus natasha, focus!

creepy eye cat. yuck.

i wonder if I should go to sleep now.

where's your focus, woman!

gah, nontubercularinfectivediseaseofthelungs is silly.

creepy, meowing cats are silly.

silly girl.