just another post

okay okay, so maybe i'm not that stressed out RIGHT NOW.. But it felt wrong not posting it. ugh. stress. cant have too much of it, cant have too little of it. the reduction kit is for anyone and everyone with stress. :)

oh well, will be off for a 2-week long break! Doubt I'll be able to get internet access so...

 Au revoir!
     Allez ciao!
          Itte kimasu!
                Byebye!
     
Thii na wega!
(you probably cant guess what language that is muahahahah)

 Kolala po!
   
   Fir milaan ge!

or as they said it here in Sabah -      
   
Doi noh ko noh!!

note:

its hard keeping focused on God. to constantly carry our crosses is something easier said than done.. courage Lord, I need courage..

what's even harder, secrets. Our mouths can sometimes be oh-so-EVIL.

To be Christ-like! Saying no when you're supposed to.. learning. still learning..

gonna be deprived of the internet! yet i will survive..and very very sure i wont be missed :( hope everyone's hols is going great as well!

Nothing is as simple as we hope it will be.
Jim Horning

holidayy

saya just realized that holiday time means relearning time.

saya rasa saya tidak ada cukup masa untuk mengenjoy holiday saya

namun, saya akan jumpa cousin saya yang disayangi jumaat ini

saya akan mengannoy mereka selama 17 jam..

>=D ---- evil smiley lol

okayyy

to bring notes for the holiday or NOT to bring notes.. that is the question. dang it.

to end, a lovely quote introduced by Anushya..

“Forgiveness is the fragrance that the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it.” Mark Twain

To be like a violet.. a flower crushed.. destroyed. yet still leaving a fragrance.. can it possibly be?

"It is not enough just to stop and smell the flowers as you walk thru life. One must also regularly plant the seeds for new ones, as a gift for other dreamers to come." Anon.

o.v.e.r

When the world has seen the light.. they will dance with joy like we're dancing now :)

Yes, its true. Summative is indeed OVER.
it was weird not meeting Shalini and Natashini to study after so long rotting in the pbl room. PBL 18 - u will be missed for the next 1 month.... NOT! ah the gift of sarcasm. :D

One thing that took a while for me to realize this past few weeks is the fact that God is indeed sovereign. After everything that has happened. After so much questions. The tears. Doubts. Anger. The transition from 'Why God' to 'Yes God' has not been an easy one. But the amazing thing about my God is that he heals. He brings peace. He brings joy. Truly his grace kan.. ITS LIKE NO OTHER. His peace? Undescribable. Lord, thank you for bearing with me even during my season of disbelief and doubt. For those who knew Margie.. Guys. we know she's in a better place! Lord let us grief knowing your will has been done.. even with the grief let your presence come. I still have yet to understand why things happen the way they have. But whatever you have planned God, its going to be amazing.

Rocky if you're reading this. jgn ko stress! You are in my prayers.. and yes, u will get well very soon :)

More things have happened that has been breaking.. Things that make you go, 'Crap. There is more to life! I should be living life to the fullest' Its a wake up call people! I look at some people and i just dont get how they can worry about the tiny things. the unimportant. when theres so much more to life. Life is short. as cliched as it sounds, its true.. oh-so-true! we are made for a purpose. I hope no one ever goes throught the pain and grief but it makes us stronger. stronger people are passionate people. people who realize that yes, its all about him. its always been about him. never about us. never. First exam is over.. but more to come. BRING IT ON muahahahhaa. Its perfect timing la that a break's finally here!

its great being home though its only for a week now and a week after i come back from the states. will be heading to kk probably tomorrow.. or maybe the day after? Lance and Mamai is here.. with Aunty Nelly at the moment. Lord, indeed by your stripes.. healing will take place. healing Lord.. complete healing.

After everything's been said and done, after everything that has happened.. as devastating as things were, as much pain has been felt, God is still here. True I cant see him. True at times I feel lost. But he is there. his presence, his love, his mercy. no words to use la. Thank you Lord.

An amazing thing that God really revealed to me for this past few weeks is the fact that I am blessed with awesome friends in uni :) Guys, for cheering me on, for making my day.. the smiles, the laughter. They will not be forgotten :) LiLing's no more fooling around cd+craziness+huggss, Mummy Anushya's wonderful snack supply+more hhugsss*GRIN*, Jinlin's randomness and his comforting sms, MeiXin's huggss!!, Korwoi's bubbly randomness, Sabby's awesome friendship (your prayers,your words,your life exudes a heart that mirrors God's love..i.am.honoured. :P).. to the countless others who've been fantastic blessings in my life in this short time in IMU so far.. Timothy the cynic (and NARCISSTIC-ist?? :P), ZIA the hug supplier! (we shall movie again soon!! sem 2.. sem2..:P), Natashini, my soulmate(AHEM AHEM), Shamara the incredible housemate who knows too much about me now.. (crap!), Jeremy, the random person i occasionally meet who knows what to say and what not to say at the right times lol. Jeremy Joseph, the person with good taste in music haha, Jien and Nic the most annoying and lovable couple i knoww :P **just for the record, this is NOT meant to be an emo post muahahahah** and to the many more I have yet to name! i am blessed :)


'The simplest things are often the truest.'
Richard Bach

you

To be able to say 'nothing' but knowing that you know that we both know its anything but nothing (it ACTUALLY makes sense..)

To be able to uplift each other as we run this race together side by side?

To be completely comfortable with silence. To realize that words are unnecesary.

To argue and fight, to be completely silly with, to accept each and every flaw.

To talk about more than just the superficial. To share God encounters with people. To be passionate about God together!

To face the world together. To remind me to always get back to the basics.

To be transparent. To hurt and be hurt, yet love and be loved.

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference." Elie Wiesel :)

To know that you'll never be indifferent!

To never be content with routine.

To live recklessly

To follow him, The author and perfector of my faith. no matter what the cost.

To finally understanding who he is

To share life with you.

One day..


You :)


You see, who you are counts.

“I swore never to be silent..We must always take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented.” Elie Wiesel, (Romanian born American Writer. Nobel Prize for Peace in 1986. b.1928)